Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 1, 2007, at 11:04:29
In reply to Re: How I am » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by OzLand on July 31, 2007, at 22:31:57
> lurpsie
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> Do you really believe yourself that your emotions are dry as a bone, cold, hardened.I have MOODS, but not emotions. Does that make any sense? I feel clouds and waves of happiness or depression, but nothing that seems caused by a real life or mental stimulus. And I can't seem to feel love, or hate or any of those emotions. no, I'm not cold, on average, but very guarded to the point of being emotionally constipated.
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> I hardly think so from what you have been posting over the past month. You can say it is all side effects from the med's but I hardly think so. Sounds to me as if your emotions have been all over the map. Sorry; I don't mean to offend; I just see things differently from what and how you post.
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> OzLandno, not offended at all. I am losing perspective on how this feels. When I'm feeling barely okay I forget how easy it is to slip again. When I am feeling good, I forget how dangerous my intentions were mere hours ago. Lacking the context of the mood, I forget, deny, protect myself. I want to put this whole thing behind me.
-Ll
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