Posted by OzLand on August 2, 2007, at 23:34:58
In reply to i did all the right things and i feel darker than, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 2, 2007, at 17:46:14
Hum; I am wondering why you just go with the flow down this dangerous path. Is there something you get out of it?? I am serious. What is it you get from just letting your mind go where it may and become a spectator??? And, not call your T. Now I know how goofy (trying to use a benign word) that sounds when I say I will never email or call my therapist no matter what. Hearing you say it now leaves me feeling embarrassed that I have said the same thing before. It's what my T says about my pushing people away when I need them the most. So, I guess you have to figure out what that is about for you. For me, I know part of it is I don't want to depend on anyone because -- lots of reasons why.
Oz
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