Posted by B2chica on August 24, 2007, at 8:31:47
In reply to how goes it B2? (nm), posted by muffled on August 23, 2007, at 21:58:21
HI!
ok...update from yesterday.
First, i am feeling much better today (think thats partly due to REALLY good night sleep last night!)
but,as to yesterday.
i was beginning to think T wasn't going to call. it was about 5:30 and i figured she wouldn't by then. but she did. i told her even though i felt better by then that i was really glad (relieved) that she called. she said she figured right away that it must have been 'teen', and she said "teens don't always get their way". That 'teen' or anyone else wouldn't have deterred her from calling. i couldn't talk a whole lot cuz my nosey hubby kept coming in, but i tied to briefly tell her what was going on. and we were trying to figure out if this 'inner being/voice' was someone else or maybe more of a psychosis thing going on. she did mention maybe time to think about going back on meds but i told her i'd like to hold off if possible but that i am considering it.
but in the mean time she told me if it comes again that i should get to a place that i can talk outloud to it. i mentioned that it's different than the others and it seems to 'talk over' me and i cant even get the words out and then she mentioned writing it down. I said how i've always been able to write on babble so that writing would be much better. She said to make sure that what i write is in BIG letters and with RED marker...something BOLD.
anyway...i feel really good about her calling and i feel a little safer. and before she hung up she made sure i had her 'emergency' number incase i needed to get ahold of her on the weekend.
That, even if i never use it, really makes me feel safe.
THANK you ALL so very very much for helping me through one of my (many) crisis'.
i just don't knwo what i'd do without this place.Thank You.
b2c.
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