Posted by JoniS on August 25, 2007, at 20:02:47
In reply to Something else, not a trigger I think, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 25, 2007, at 16:49:52
HF
I'm sorry you're dealing with all these "after the event" sort of thoughts. I am sure it is driving you crazy. Of course I don't know, but I strongly suspect that your old T is not reading Babble. I think our T's get enough of us all day long that they don't hve time in the day, and they don't have the desire day or night to read more about our group therapies.
I especially don't believe that your old T and your new T will talk about you at all. Furthermore, I don't think that your new T would decide not to believe you. Remember they have professional ethics to live by, not mention a hundred other reasons why they wouldn't do that.
I really am sorry that you have to deal with the doubts and the questions - it's the whole trust thing and comes from your past. I totally respect you, so please don't think I'm being critical. It is very hard to stop thinking the way we used to and to trust.
Relax. you've had a very emotional week. Try to get your thoughts on good things that have nothing to do with t and T's for a few days... or hours.... or even a few minutes??
Peace to you.
(((((((HF)))))))Joni
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