Posted by muffled on August 26, 2007, at 22:19:23
In reply to I need to go, my life it nothing but a trigger, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on August 26, 2007, at 16:23:14
> I don't ever want to hurt anyone with my sh*t inside, it is just going to contaminate everyone if I keep posting here. I just need to go away and hide, I should have just stayed away. I have no were to go, no safe place anymore, my mom is right I shouldn't have been born. I just want to disapear right now. I am nothing but sh*t and don't need to keep it inside of me so nobody gets spattered with it. I need to quit therapy and learn to just get over it.
**Babe, you gonna have to compete w/me in the contamination department...cept I'm worse, sometimes I just SO fine, and then it crumbles...
Truly I doubt there's any contaminating going on.
Sigh...as I read your post, it so mirrors one I wrote not long ago...
It just so hard when we get all labile, I hate it, but know that it WILL calm down, does for me anyhow.
If your worried bout the pic, no sweat, it has satanic stuff, and I didn't really look at it. Just one of my dumb things is evil, so its just *my* stuff, thats all.
And I hope its just that your venting here bout T and stuff, and I am glad your able to feel ok here enuf to vent, so thats good.
IMHO you have been making so extreemly good descicions in your life, and seem to be on the right track.
NewT seems to be OK, good even. Mebbe he'll even rival the famous SD or Daisys T's!!!
Anyhow, hope things can settle some soon for you.
And I hope you can stop the negative thots your having against yourself.
Some good old CBT writing down of negative thots, and refuting them, on paper, might be a good excercise...
Take good care,
Y'know your special to me,
Muffled
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