Posted by rjlockhart on September 4, 2007, at 0:29:37
Yea i posted something about this on the psychobabble board.
When i go to sleep at night, i litterly feel i go into the matrix.
well i do have other sub personaites come out when im overwhelmed. I cant help it, Its mostly at night.
I dont know why but my brain goes a little hyperactive at night.
I talk about my problems in a room with people that are in my head, i talk just like normal, like a normal person, This is why i have succeded because i found out my problems through other parts of my brain telling my self something that i do when i impersonate someone else.
Its really extordianary what a brain can do in distress, i cant take problems if im overwhelmed, even 2 bars of Xanax, no
I have succedded, i have started school, got confidence in myself, because i "section" parts of my brain that talk to eachther, they are people, but its like a meeting I have, i vent by telling what i need to do, telling me that they love me, and they want me to succeed, and try a new thing everyday, and look........ im sorry but its worked.
The main thing, differnt distinnt personities, tell me "we love you" and thats all i need to hear is im loved. And my own mind does it.
Now what im worried about is if there "spirits".
But i dont have a psyhologist to go to. This is what has evolved into is like a mindtalk.
At night is when i really expose my real self.
During the day i just i never talk about these things.... i mean who is there to talk to.....with out thinking...um thats intersting.
I havent even told my pastor at all. I need a psychologist to tell this to before it get into actual spit alters.
But as far right now im doing great.
All i just need to hear is that im loved. And if that takes me imaining people in place i can get away to in my mind, like i think of a place that is conforatable, like just a room with a couch and just sit and talk.
Besides all this crap. Im normal.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:780717
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