Posted by rskontos on September 30, 2007, at 18:19:22
OK I think my T dumped me. I missed a therapy session b/c of a very bad week. I called and explained. She called back to set something up we missed each other. I called right back like 10 minutes later and not a word. Do I call her again or what. Why would she not call me. It has been over a week. She has two jobs and I know she is busy. I have not bonded to her but she knows I have attachment issues, I have a dissociative disorder. She knows abandonment is my biggest thing so why no word? That is why I think I have been dumped. I know this dissocative thing is tough. What should I do. Anyone have any suggestions. I am getting back. I have been trying to remember some of my areas of I have no memories and twice when I tried to remember I hit a wall of physical pain unlike anything I have ever had happen. I mean it physically made me ill to the point I thought I would pass out. I loss my vision, it got blurry with spots, I got nauseous almost ill, I had to lay down. This has happened twice. Now why did I try twice to see if I imagined it. I have always had balck out where I lost time but not like this. I need to talk to someone about this and would like to talk to her but I am anxious about the fact she hasn't call me back. Oh did I mention I have anxiety and depression issues too. I did tell her I thought I was too messed up, maybe she agreed. Any suggestions. RK
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