Posted by rskontos on December 6, 2007, at 16:56:14
In reply to A book that has helped me understand my pdoc, posted by antigua3 on December 6, 2007, at 12:08:43
Antigua, I just realized that I have dehumanized my T so that it won't hurt when she leaves. And she recognized it before me as she told me last session she wasn't leaving and would see me through this. I didn't know why she said that but anytime she tried to let me see glimpses of her the person I cut her off. I saw that yesterday and I must admit it made me feel ashamed of myself I know it is a protective measure. But I know to that it will hinder me in my growth. And boy have I been upside down since. This is thurs. and since mon. when I saw her I have been a basket case. I am better today only because I finally had some animal therapy. I went and say my babies, my horses and they cleansed my soul for now.
I like what everyone had to say and now I must digest this train of thought. Thanks all. rsk
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