Posted by muffled on December 25, 2007, at 2:26:24
In reply to Re: Dear Santa (trigger) » DAisym, posted by muffled on December 25, 2007, at 1:59:02
And its not like it is for other people for us to think these things.
Gazing upon the kids in the schoolyard...
Others may say to themselves, sadly, that statistically speaking 1 in 5 of those kids walking by are being, or will be SA, but thats where it stops likely.
Those people just say SA, but they don't get pitures in their heads....
They don't think of how those kids FEEL....
In their bodies, in their minds, in their souls...
They don't think of so many things...
Details...
:-(
And THATS why I feel so disgusting.
:-(
Thats why I feel tainted. My T tries to tell me I am not. But I AM, and this is an example of it.
Other people don't think thots like me. I am glad they don't. I am sad that others do. That they know.
And I feel so helpless.
I want to protect them all.
I don't want those sweet babies to feel what I feel.
I guess,
what I felt.
Or someone did anyways.
But I will try.
I will keep my eyes open.
Try to keep my heart open.
Shrivelled though it may be.
M
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