Posted by rskontos on February 17, 2008, at 8:38:23
In reply to Re: Took A Risk And Got Burned RSK, posted by I need a hug on February 16, 2008, at 13:05:57
Hugs, I wrote a post back and it must have gone to cyber waste land, lol, anyway here is the second one. Thanks for the response. It may be her loss but I do think it mine too as I was ready for the broken relationship to be mended. It though is not the time. She is in denial and wants to stay there and I must respect that. I think i remind her of a time she does not want to go back to and deal with no matter her bravado about being mental strong enough to deal with it with her faith. So there it is and I will back off and let her too it. Yes she hurt me but she often did in the past and that is not new.
She did open the flashback floodgates in a new way, definitely clearer with more definition so that is something i must deal with. I also spoke to my aunt who had more informatino regarding my parents so I just got more dumped on me but it is ok. My therapist will help me and I will go forward.
I did not dissociate too much during this only a small amount so that is progress too :)
I thank you for being proud to call me your sister
rsk
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