Posted by Deneb on March 21, 2008, at 13:51:53
In reply to Re: I think I'm evil *trigger*, posted by Deneb on March 21, 2008, at 0:32:23
I hate myself. I feel like ODing. I just feel bad. Tomato guy is avoiding me, I got a needs improvement at work and I'm jealous of other people's caring.
If I OD, no one will be there for me. My pdoc cannot be reached. She doesn't let patients contact her. I also will NOT go to hospital. I can't put my family through that.
Right now I don't feel bad enough to actually OD, but I'm thinking about it. I'm thinking I should OD on a combination of OTC and prescriptions meds.
I hate myself. I don't want to die. I just feel like hurting myself.
Please give me good reasons not to OD.
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