Posted by sunnydays on March 22, 2008, at 11:10:23
So my T is taping my sessions now. :( :( :( Because I had found out that my mom thinks he's sexually abusing me (he's absolutely not). He says it doesn't affect anything, it's just in case he needs to be able to defend himself. But it was devastating to hear that. I cried the entire session and could barely talk. He said he still likes me, that I didn't do anything wrong, that he's grateful to me for telling him, that he still wants to work with me. But it was just awful. And I feel like I've ruined everything and now he hates me. And he said he got accused once in the past because he hugged someone and they were fine with it that day but the next day they made a whole bunch of accusation, and that's why he doesn't hug me or anyone. And that that's hard for him because that's kind of how he is, but that that's what's hard about being a male therapist when most people that come in are females.
I'm just devastated. I don't know why. It just hurts so bad.
sunnydays
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