Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 13, 2008, at 9:02:16
In reply to Hello » llurpsienoodle, posted by muffled on April 12, 2008, at 23:56:40
> Think you got it pegged ll.
reallllyyy?
> You been barging thru life/school with your head down, 'accomplishing'.Carefully not looking at your 'stuff'. Now you dunno who you are.
> Confusing eh?
> wtf???? eh?yeah, it IS confusing. I kind of followed the path of least resistance, but sometimes it gets me in trouble.
> Who is llurpy? The babble llurpy? the ll who goes to T? the working LL? LL the wife? LL the friend and hostess? The ll who want s to achieve? The ll who want s to die? The ll who looks ahead. The ll who wants to stay in bed? LL the sick, LL the well, LL the amazing.
> Who Llurpy?
> Yup.
> WTF?you forgot unemployed llurpy. lol I would like to integrate all of these parts of my being. T and I talk about this from time to time. It's so scary though. Not to have these alternate realities/aspects of my self to slip into at a moment's notice. Like when the sh*t his the fan I can be "sick, weak llurpy" and when all is calm I can be "achievement llurpy" etc. Reacting to situations by dramatically changing my goals in life. yep. that's me.
> I'm with ya all the way on this.
((((muffeldypoo))))
> I think you will find your way.
I *know* what I want to do in life, but it is several years away. I don't have the requisite experience yet. I'm trying hard to accrue it, but it is slow going and it doesn't always pay the bills. Then I get into a situation where I'm torn- earn money vs. follow my dreams. sux.
> I am big into good old fashioned CBT type stuff. back to basics. Figger all the dum sh*t I got going on in my head. I have alot of screwed up cognitions.
> Boring as hell going thru it, but useful methinks.I need to get back to my DBT book and focus on "distress tolerance"
> I am muffled....
> etc.
> Nice to meet you :-)
> MIt's lovely to meet you too, and I hope you have a wonderful sunday. be in touch-- we miss you on this board
-Ll
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