Posted by Kath on October 16, 2008, at 13:12:47
there's a 'lonely' thread on the Social Board, but it doesn't seem to be very 'busy' over there these days. So I don't want to post there & feel lonely as a result of the lack of traffic!
I feel like I want to cry. I feel like I want to curl up in a little ball & I wish I had my Mom to hold me. My Mom & I had a lovely relationship & she died when I was in my early 20's & my Dad died 2 years later. I'm not close the extended family emotionally. There's only 1 cousin I every am in contact with - a few times a year.
I'm an only child. I realize I felt lonely QUITE a lot during my childhood. In "Star lite, star brite, first star I've seen tonight, wish I may, wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight" I wished for a brother or sister until I was about 13 years old.I think I'm a little bit sick right now. Maybe that's contribution to why I'm feeling like this.
I had been counting on my son to go to a 'job fair' put on by "Superstore" today - he'd planned to but he had alot of trouble sleeping & can't get up. :-( That makes me feel sad & disappointed & maybe a little hopeless,scared & maybe a bit frantic.
Maybe that contributes to my lonliness. :-(
Are there any of you who are sometimes available or interested in Babblechatting during the day?
Kath
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