Posted by B2chica on November 19, 2008, at 11:25:15
In reply to A Dream I am afraid to show my T, posted by vwoolf on November 19, 2008, at 11:01:00
ok, i always love to interpret dreams...but i'm not doing this cuz i have a degree in it, or any real knowledge..only opinion ok?
and sometimes i believe dreams are just dreams, may not always MEAN anything.
but i will say yours is interesting and may mean something.
-many times we dream what we lack in our real lives.so like your first paragraph it sounds like you are doing your best to open yourself up to (your T) and sharing what you need too, but maybe aren't getting in return what you feel you should.
- maybe feeling a little raw or open from what you have been discussing.the next paragraph, you have described this SO clearly i too felt your sense of yearning and loss. but i wonder if you are thinking that her other clients are more important than you? (also got this from your first paragraph-your realization of having to share your T, that you are not the only one she helps)
and the last paragraph sounds like
1)that although your (issues) are still near behind, you have infact gained a voice, that you are able to tell (your issues) to leave you alone, that you are learning to deal with them. and 2)but that you still feel a bit alone in this battle. maybe even feeling like you don't quite have the support you need to get through this. maybe even abandonment concerns? especially the fact that you can't communicate anything to the dark man. you feel like you talk but that no one listens.
has something happened with your T lately, has your trust been broken with your T? or do you feel your T can't help you or isn't helping you?***********************
ok, again. this is just personal observations and my immediate reaction to the dream.
some others are MUCH better at this than i.
poster:B2chica
thread:863981
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