Posted by rskontos on December 12, 2008, at 22:22:46
In reply to (trigger) out of nowhere comes a sadness that ..., posted by rskontos on December 12, 2008, at 18:47:29
It is so hard to let them go. My DH is sleeping and I am crying.
First the thing this am. Then I had a run in with the damn insurance people and when I am already in a heightened emotional state, I just can't deal with people on the phone that act like "you are bothering me". So I cry. On the phone. To those people that are making me mad but instead of yelling I cry. So maddening.And now I am bigger mess. DS has just left on his first drive of his life alone. My baby is gone. Both of my babies gone.
I should have known today was going to be one of those days. It started highly emotionally and triggery (is that a word) and ended the same.
Maybe I was set off by DS's adventure because of the incident this morning.
I should go to bed but I can't do that either.
I am sad now.
Sorry to be a downer. I thought pouring my heart out would help but now I said like I am whiny to myself.
Sorry.
I will go back to lurking. because i can't stand myself right now.
rsk
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