Posted by obsidian on April 16, 2009, at 0:28:54
just knock off some seroquel because this pot I've smoked has got me so sedated, and I'm up too late and I don't know how the hell I'll get up for work
...but seriously, that stuff is too sedating WTF?and I thought about it
and I thought, god do I really want to feel anything more than I do right now??
not so much, I'm not in the mood to feel sh*ttyyou see, it's probably a bit of a blankie for me
but it just drowns out a lot of stuff
and also I'd have to cop to that in therapy tomorrow, you see I can't lie for anything
I mean even if I was able to put the words to it I don't think I could say it
and not saying something is often the biggest type of lie
like "oh yeah, things are fine taking my meds, not smoking a whole bunch of pot...no (shakes head no), don't I not look like someone from the big lebowski?"so I didn't skip anything, I took them all and then I thought...should've skipped the klonopin dammit, that would've gotten me a little edgier in the morning, pushed me through the day...but I'd be too freaking irritable
these drugs have got to go
hopelessly addicted to
effexor
lamictal
klonopin
seroquel
marijuana
fizzy fruit juice
poster:obsidian
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