Posted by FindingMyDesire on June 11, 2009, at 2:02:08
In reply to needing support, posted by blahblahblah on June 11, 2009, at 1:09:46
Hi blahblahblah,
I'm up late reading your post and just feeling for you. I hear you that you want the closeness of family and can't get it and others just aren't enough.I also get the feeling like a child with your T. I'm having this so much and so deeply recently and this feels mostly new to me after over 2 years with her. It's the hard, hard, now-it's-really-hard stuff.
I'm sorry to hear about all of the sadness. The dreams sound very meaningful and informative, even though I know it's hard to have them. I am hoping you are sharing them with your T and that your T is talking about them with you.
I don't think you can "get out of this state of mind" so much if you want (want is a weird word here) to do the work, but hopefully you can come up with some tools so you don't feel so overwhelmed by it all while you are working so hard on it.
I'm probably too tired to say much helpful. I just know what it feels like to post here and feel like everyone has gone to bed... which I'm going to do now... but wanted to let you know you aren't totally alone.
FMD
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