Posted by TherapyGirl on July 9, 2009, at 19:21:48
In reply to Re: My return message » TherapyGirl, posted by antigua3 on July 9, 2009, at 12:17:33
It is massively triggering -- it feels a lot like it felt trying to get my mother to love me (and trying not to get the sh*t beat out of me). T is not as mean as my mother, but that's about it right now.
The feelings are fairly constant, but I'll try to pay more attention to see if I can answer your question better. Part of it is the same as my early relationships. But part of it is also that in my really bad moments, I become convinced that she thinks my suicide plan is the way to go here. Because she certainly hasn't provided an alternative.
I feel completely abandoned by the one person I thought I could trust more than anyone else.
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