Posted by moonshadow on August 26, 2009, at 14:59:40
And I'm so stunned, so sad. Supposedly it was mutual, because I was 'beyond' her capabilities. But honestly, I never would have left on my own. She was safe. And now I'm never going to see her again.
What also hurts is that I was so pathetic in our last session. Crying, asking her not to go. And that's going to be her last impression of me - a crying, stupid fool.
She said I could email her if I want to, that she doesn't want to lose touch. But part of me feels like she's happy to be rid of me. I don't know. I'm rambling.
She was amazing, and now she's gone. She said that once I'm done with my new T, and if I have any more issues to work through, I'm welcome to come back. That doesn't make me feel a whole lot better, though.
I can't tell dh or anyone because I feel so weak and pathetic. I don't even know if I can tell new T. :( :( :(
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