Posted by blahblahblah on January 30, 2010, at 17:01:52
In reply to Re: constant nausea » blahblahblah, posted by Verloren on January 30, 2010, at 11:18:53
Mystic - Thank you for the support. I have been holding my present from my T and smiling when I look at it.
V- Your message made me feel so loved. It really did. Thank you so much. The support in here is so special. What I get from my babblers is understanding, rather than just telling me to forget about it and move on. Of which many would know is not that simple. Also can you babble me and tell me how things are going with you.
I haven't spoken to my mum since the call. She wouldn't have a clue that she even said something to upset me. I had 15 major operations from her abuse and all she says is "the doctors butchered me" and that I should "get the scars fixed in case the the scars split open one day". My dad says she lies to everyone. Which is fine, but lying about the abuse. My T says ppl lie about abuse because they can't face up to what they have done. She said in extreme cases like my mother it would have to take a very very very strong person totally at peace with themselves.
Even if my mum did admit to it, I still don't know that would make things better. I guess I'm just looking for anything to put me at peace with it. I really can only find it within myself.
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