Posted by Deneb on February 3, 2010, at 20:31:29
In reply to Re: I'm afraid my pdoc will terminate me, posted by rnny on February 2, 2010, at 13:24:51
I don't think I am depressed, I can still enjoy myself sometimes. I'm not always sad.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I seem to lack motivation. I think I am lazy. I'm really slacking off. I'm not going to class or studying. I don't even take a shower everyday now, or brush my teeth and wash my face. I've gotten extremely lazy.
I still have fun sometimes so it's not depression, plus I don't want to kill myself.
Pdoc thinks I need more anxiety. We have been decreasing my meds to try to up the anxiety and hopefully get me more motivated.
So far it's not working.
I doubt it's meds and I'm sure pdoc doesn't think so either. She thinks I need to get a job.
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