Posted by obsidian on July 16, 2010, at 23:03:42
In reply to Re: I had one of the worst days I've had in a whil, posted by Dinah on July 12, 2010, at 20:14:29
cards we are dealt right?
I already ripped up the father card.
My mother card....well I don't know, she's like someone who is ok to be around as long as you don't get too close.
you must tip toe gently around the landmines
seems more lately
I just can't try talking to her for a little while. I don't feel up so it. I don't know if it's because I am hurt or angry or both. I think it's both. I managed both of those feelings in the moment....this has been an acquired skill, and I was like a wall that she was just hurling things at, waiting to get a retaliation, and I kept saying "it's ok", without a hint of an argument in me. After the fact I am incredibly hurt and angry, and I don't know what the hell to do with myself.
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