Posted by Annabelle Smith on November 25, 2010, at 16:13:53
In reply to Re: Home, posted by annierose on November 25, 2010, at 11:18:25
Thanks, Annierose for your response.
I just feel so exhausted and overwhelmed.
Thanks for your suggestion, but I could never see my therapist twice a week. I know that he was super busy when he worked me back into his schedule for the first time last month. I feel like he did me a huge favor by making time for me initially. In addition to that, I only pay half of his usual fee on the sliding scale, so he is already giving me double kindness. I can't ask for me. Plus, I don't know that I could really afford two sessions, even at half-rate.
I swing back and forth between feeling totally dependent upon him to feeling like I will have to do this all by myself. The inbetween is so hard to work with.
I have been having problems with binging while home. I feel so out of control-- I have so much work due in the next 3 weeks: a 20-page research/term paper, a 8-page paper, other assignments, and many essays for applications. This is the I-want-to-check-out feeling. I feel like I can't make it; but food seems like the way out now. Binging on icing and ice cream and chocolate to be numb. But then the problems just come back worse.
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