Posted by LadyBug on March 20, 2011, at 20:39:18
In reply to Re: Dinah » LadyBug, posted by Dinah on March 20, 2011, at 7:07:19
I continue to think of you Dinah. This doesn't go away in a day or two. The pain is hard to process. It hurts emotionally and physically, like a punch in the gut!
My T said to me, "why do you keep bringing this up" in the remaining sessions that I had with her. Sometimes I feel like we faked our way through putting our relationship back together. She was sick of me at that point, I know she was. She was going to retire so I had no choice, I had to let it go the best way that I knew how.
Are you going to go back or give it a break for now? Therapy is so draining.
You know what? I'm doing really well emotionally. Now over two years later, I'm better now with my emotional being than I ever was while I was seeing my T. I still dream about her, quite often as a matter of fact and it's always good. That must say something about our work together. I believe I saw her for almost 12 years? That's sad, I don't remember.
I will continue to think of you and I hope you keep us updated as you feel you can.
Ruptures hurt especially if it brings an ending to a huge part of our lives. I feel you will know what is best. One day at a time right now.
LadyBug
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