Posted by ralphrogers on May 17, 2011, at 8:48:55
Hello fellows,
Have you ever felt like you want to do nothing and talk to nobody, even though you don't have depression anymore? After battling 7 years of depression and being virtually off-meds, it's several months that I'm feeling like this.
I wonder if I should wait and see if something changes or going back to meds and try to fool myself. Sometimes depression feels so much like reality... Yes, we can create reality, but after you lived so many years in misery and madness, how can you just let all that go and pretend the traumas really went away?
Sorry if this is confusing. It's hard to explain the feeling of being fine but not really wanting to enjoy things and just be plain and normal, as life presented too much trouble to you. So illusory, right?
Thanks, have a good day
Ralph
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