Posted by antigua3 on May 21, 2011, at 17:46:34
Hello,
I haven't been around for a while. I was scared off by the suggestion of a lack of privacy from Twitter, etc. I also began a full-time job (which sucks) that limited my energy for participation. But really, I thought, who gives a dam* about what I think? I am not qualified to provide advice; I can only talk about what I know.But I have been reading all along and I miss all of you very much. You are the most supportive group of people, online or not, I have ever encountered.
As I know every T or psychiatrist I have ever known would ask, "Why Now?" My answer is I don't know. Ashamed to say that I need help. I have never thought I had it together, and even though I keep hearing how much better I am doing, my real thought is "boy, do I have you fooled," or "you think this is good? I want more than this!" It's selfish to ask for help when I haven't given it in return.
Anyone out there?
poster:antigua3
thread:985885
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