Posted by Lamdage22 on October 15, 2011, at 5:17:42
In reply to Re: wow.. the ANGER!! ;), posted by sigismund on October 14, 2011, at 22:21:13
Haha thanks for this laugh. Im not sure but they may have looked like that. Our chancellor should volunteer as a specimen for us to find out ;)
Yeah i really hate germany.. they have done me SO much wrong, even after i came back home. Especially then. "oh we don't trust this Nardil from the US, it works too well. We wanna destroy that. We need to put you on risperdal instead and torture you with it". Not to speak of my family etc.
This morning i got really shaky.. already turning on google to check out where to go. So i guess today is where my "withdrawal" and the cravings start. I am a bit disgusted by it, kinda like when you stopped smoking for couple days and get your sense of smell back, but i am craving hard right now.
Also im freaking a bit over hawaii.. its almost 3 month without a brothel close by as an escape. You see, you can speak of an addiction in my case. It has every aspect of an addiction.Yeah i don't get my feelings with this one either.. it hurts in a strange, unknown and uncomfortable way. Didn't have that kind of "breakup hurt" before. Then again the reason for this may very well be my emotional and spiritual death i had early in life and didn't wake up from until very recently. Could very well be that i don't know all of my feelings yet. Its only been a bit over a year since i woke up from the dead.
So long.. I'm shaking, please send some motivational energies over here! ;)May get a non-sexual massage or whatever.
> It's probably normal (FWIW) to hate where you are. Australia may be OK, but I have spent more than enough time hating it. In Granada I saw some nice grafitti....F*CK WIKIPEDIA.....I thought perhaps I could rent a little house on the outskirts of town. The upside of living in Germany would be the historical thing. I didn't even need to live there to take an interest.
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> I'm not sure that I follow the ins and outs of your feelings with this girl. Being her toyboy sounds OK.......but (naturally) you want the real thing. She might appreciate a customer her own age. One not too physically repulsive.
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> I laughed when I read this at home.
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> http://www.theage.com.au/entertainment/art-and-design/the-battle-within-20110901-1jmlt.html
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> Maybe Germans looked like that back then? Otto Dix has lots of them
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