Posted by kerria on November 23, 2011, at 8:42:43
In reply to Re: So hurt by T- need support » kerria, posted by Phillipa on November 22, 2011, at 17:30:41
> Kerria I remember you. I usually don't come to psychology board. I am hoping one the others who is familiar with you illness responds. Do you take any meds or just theraphy. Thinking of you. Phillipa
Hi Phillipa,
Thank you so much for posting. How are you and things with you?
No i don't take any meds- just for physical things like low thyroid and pain. Probably i might need to- awhile ago i took diazapam but have not been to psychiatrist for a few years. i don't think there is any med that really helps people with DID, i really probably need to find a specialist. It's so terrible that there is no one on my insurance that specializes in treating DID and they make it so difficult to go to someone outside the network.
Tons of therapists SAY they treat everything but have no understanding. Of course you can go to them- you just can't get any better in real life.
i like my T- she has a nice personality and most of my parts get along well. The parts that don't just don't ever come out. She wouldn't like them just as i don't- but that leaves me not getting any better at living- i can never get to work on time, all relationships suffer so much. my daughter says "When someone is late it means they don't care about you." It's definitely NOT TRUE with me. i love her very much. i have a job that i really like to be at but i can never get there on time. When i'm there i have a very hard time leaving work to come home too. It has to do with switching, not what i like- what i like keeps changing- but i always love my daughters and my family.anyways i wish my T could understand how much she hurt me by acting the way she did and saying what she said. i'm sure she's mad at me for not being able to take my cat there by 8am . She will say 'i offered to pay and everything- you must not want to have your cat spayed.'
i am thinking of not going back bc probably i won't have a capacity to trust her anymore and it's sad to think about.
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