Posted by fiona on April 25, 2002, at 10:02:12
In reply to Re: why does everything take so long? » fiona, posted by DinahM on April 25, 2002, at 9:46:58
I go to my GP every 2 weeks, but he is on holiday at the moment and I am starting to panic. I know that this is a gross over-reaction, but I can't help it. I guess I didn't realise how much of a life line he is to me. I have enough meds to last me until he comes back, but he also acts as a friendly ear and it is good to have another objective view on the matter. My friend and my sister are wonderful in listening to my woes, but they have problems of their own and I wonder if I rely on them too much. The good thing about them is that they know EXACTLY where I'm coming from because my friend has cyclothymia too and my sister has bipolar disorder.
Oh dear I think I'm about to start rambling again, and I will just get myself pissed off. I guess I am just fed up with the way things are going and how I just don't seem to be making any progress. But that's just me, I want all of this crap to dissapear and I want it done YESTERDAY. This isn't going to happen, I know, and thats what is getting me down.
Forever is a long time and I don't want to be like this forever, sometimes it feels like I will. Sorry, just having a whinge.
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