Posted by LiLi80 on April 25, 2002, at 10:44:05
In reply to ((((LiLi80)))), posted by Alii on April 25, 2002, at 10:21:20
I know that my depression wont suddenly disappear if i get him back, but i still love him, and he is the only one i miss out of all of them, but he has only heard what they have to say. Its been almost a year since we broke up, the last time i saw him was in august, i talked to him last week, we were still kinda together til august. I miss him so much, he is why my depression came back and was so debilitating. He is the one for me, I was the one for him, but then he started making excuses, i know he wasnt happy having to see me 2 hours from his life, i think thats why we really broke up, because he wanted to have his life back, and be at his school and with his friends. I don't think he thought i would want him to have that, tho i did, and i never forced him to be with me, but he thought that, even tho he wanted to come see me. I dont know how to get him back. i miss him ,a dn i cant see him , because he lives 2 hours away. i miss him so much, i love him and there is no one else. Havent you ever just known that this is the person you are supposed to be with? I knew it . I pursued him for a year , before we started going out. I always said if you put all the guys i ever dated, had a crush on, celebrities and all in one room and they all wanted me, and i could have any of them, I would always pick him no matter what. That actually kinda happened once. there were 4 guys in one townhouse on campus including him, that i liked and liked me, he went to go to another party, and i followed him and left the others. We were so in love, I know we can be again, but those rumors and the space and his paranoia is keeping us apart, I know he still cares for me. I think he convinced himself that he isnt in love with me, so it wouldnt hurt him so much. He said that he had to get over me, when he broke up with me. Does that make sense? when you dont want to be with someone you shouldnt have to get over them. I miss him and i want him .
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