Posted by adamie on May 28, 2002, at 15:13:53
please could someone who speaks romanian help me. (edit-- actually u dont need romanian, she speaks english perfectly). this involves my ex-fiance who abandoned me and left me to die when i started to have my severe mental illness, dep, anx, mind torture, head burning so often. i am becoming more suicidal over the months. i need to talk to her. i just recently got her old phone number to work since the area codes were wrong. before she promised that while she couldn't be with me that she would always talk to me. it's funny how before she said she would spend every second with me and now she doesn't even want to talk to me for one second. when i call her all she does is hang up. what she doesn't know is how severe my illness has gotten. we believed it would all go away. i need her to know that it has been getting too hard for me and that i may be dead soon. i just need her to know that i want to just talk to at least ONCE. that if she cares about me at all that this is the least she could do. that i just want to talk to her. she was my life, she was everything. i have cried almost every day since she stopped contact with me. then less but i will never get over her. she made life perfect and even with such a severe illness i would stay alive just for her. because she made it more barable. she made it livable. I JUST want to talk to her. that is all. can someone please call her (she lives in romania). i am so desperate. when i first found the phone ringing to her corrected number my heart was poundinggg. but she would just hang up on me, and then after hang up again.please can someone tell her that my health is deteriorating, and it would make all the difference in the world if she would just talk to me. at least once if she could talk to me (so then i can convince her to keep talking to me). i know she wont be with me. i just want to talk to her. can someone please help me? i can give you the number. the name.
to talk about this privately please e-mail me at adamie18@hotmail.com
please help make my life better. i beg you
poster:adamie
thread:24787
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