Posted by BeardedLady on November 13, 2002, at 14:14:05
In reply to Re: Worse today. Quit a job. » BeardedLady, posted by mair on November 13, 2002, at 14:05:37
Been crying all day, whenever daughter's not in the room. Still can't seem to stick to guns about quitting job. One albatross of a brochure, though I have a handle on it, is still here.
All I can think about is how I have to sleep because two hours is killing me here, and I have the tendency to do this for a few days in a row.
I don't know if Ativan will work. It didn't work when I first took it back when I first got insomnia, but I wasn't on Serzone then. So I'm nervous.
I'm to take an Ativan at 8:30. Then I'm to take 300 mg Serzone at bedtime, instead of 150 and then another 150 when I wake (I always wake). And then I'm to take another Ativan if I wake up in the early hours.
I am really nervous. Will the ativan at least make me feel less stressed out, or will I have this awful breakthough?
Please don't redirect me. I really can't focus enough on the PB board for just this one question. Please. I can hardly see between my sore eyes, headache, and tears.
Gosh, where am I? This is so not myself.
I spent the whole day writing a press release, doing a newsletter article, working on the job I quit, doing therapy, washing dishes, and paying bills FOR TWO HOURS--16 bills. I'm going to the post office and to pick up my prescription.
Wish I were sleeping.
beardy
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