Posted by Alara on April 22, 2003, at 8:58:11
In reply to Re: i messed up..again... » Dreamerz, posted by justyourlaugh on April 21, 2003, at 12:01:35
> i havent painted in months...
> i sit around all the paint and white canvas..
> i just can do it?
> anyway i ment i made such a mess with my drinking and hurting my family..again.
> here meaning on this side of the computer.
> jyl.
>
JYL (Shannon),You haven't made a mess at all. I often feel the same on antidepressants: The part of me that hurts is taken away and so I don't need to sing away (as a student opera singer) my hurt.
Creativity vs health... Who are we without the hurt?? It's a difficult, very human dilemma.
I work long hours and therefore don't often post here, but I have read your posts, Shannon, and know that you're moving forward.
Don't give up. I join you in hoping that, somewhere, creative life can meet hope and stability.
Keep at it. :-)
Sincerely,
Alara
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