Posted by Elle2021 on November 30, 2003, at 22:01:34
In reply to Re: vulnerable answer » Jai Narayan, posted by Larry Hoover on November 30, 2003, at 11:38:29
Oh Lars,
You sound depressed, I hope your doing well.
Elle> I'm gonna lump these together..
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> > > What's up Jai? Did I do something wrong?
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> > No I thought I did and that's why you were not responding to my playful invitations.
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> An invitation is just that....I don't feel chatty. I don't feel silly.
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> > I thought I had found a person I could be silly with...I can learn how to do this.
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> Sometimes, I guess.
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> > > Whatever.
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> > I guess I am so new to this that I don't know the flow and ebb.
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> The reason I like this environment is that I have control over my degree of interaction. That's about me.
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> > Sorry Larry
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> What for?
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> > Peace?
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> Sure.
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> > Dear Larry, I like you. I was sad that you didn't answer my posting. I missed your input on the site. I was excited by our connection, maybe too much so. You have caught my imagination and attention and I wanted the exploring to continue but when you said you were tired and then dissapeared well I got sad.
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> Please respect my non-response as a response. That's all. I'm glad you missed me. I'm glad you like me. That other guy will be back, eventually.
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> > I reverted to being a child with you, it was so sweet and open. but your door seemed closed. I may be all wet and wrong but it looked like a closed door.
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> I'm not answering the knock on the door.
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> > > Whatever.
> > I am confused by the whatever...what does that really mean? It sounds so flat.
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> It is.
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> > > Lar
> > I want to stay friends...I want to stay connected. I miss you.
> > Jai Narayan
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> Fine. But it has to be on my terms too.
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> Lar
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