Posted by alesta on January 30, 2007, at 14:11:40
In reply to those with personality disorders...., posted by alesta on January 30, 2007, at 8:58:39
if i could delete this post i would but bob will not allow that i'm sure...i was trying to stand up for the victim..i am going through *hell* with ppl in my life right now, and all of a sudden am *very* angry. it's like the dam on my emotions has exploded and i am trying to deal with it. i was trying to inform and support the victims...i can't even read the posts here...after i read nikki's i pretty much knew this thread was not going to be...uh...productive or pleasant. all i can ask is that some of you who are angry at me or don't understand might have some compassion for what i'm going through. i was also trying to illuminate with facts...this is just all wrong. i guess this is my #$#hole moment. or maybe i'm just trying to make KK feel better by entering into my own babble hell. please forgive me...maybe i will have the guts to read all your posts, but if my emotional state currently is any indication, i doubt it...
trying to be understood and forgiven for a moment of stupidity..i try so hard to be helpful most of the time...i just wish there was more knowledge out there and sharing of experiences...i don't even know what to say. or think. i just need someone to understand. i guess i'll go somewhere else for that.
i seriously can't think straight right now. but this is just a forum and if y'all hate me, there is nothing i can do about it. i've grown a lot from the days where babble could make me want to commit suicide.
dr. bob...would you consider deleting my post?
amy
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