Posted by Phil on October 19, 2013, at 10:23:34
This feels like anyplace but home. Maybe I've gotten too weird or I'm not following the path of the righteous.
My oldest brother is a selfish prick and won't contact me, especially if I'm physically or mentally sick.
My best friend told be to get off my meds. I've known him thirty years. He got an essay from me that made him say, I'll never do that again. At one point I asked him how many thousands of hours of research he has done and if he knew that following his advice could kill me.
Maybe Lou and I could become pen pals and facebook friends.
Hopefully I can stay away for the duration.
Phillipa will be the only response to this as is often the case. Thanks Phillipa.When I went to the psych ward after a suicide attempt a lady at work called my bro, my only surviving relative. I asked what he said."Guess that's a good place for him." click
Civilians that don't understand are the ones that think they know the most.
Maybe I'm just in a bad mood but jeez how could that happen with bipolar?
Wanna know why this place is so dead? Because if people don't ask about Parnate or Nardil they may not get a response. And if they do, chances are it's wrong or possibly dangerous. It's all cut and paste anyway.
Maybe I don't feel that I'm getting many responses because I don't ask about a specific med and sometimes just write an essay. In that case I would ask people to read between the lines. One doesn't have to outright scream for help to transmit a message that they are hanging on by their fingernails. I guess I need Nardil.
Maybe I'm seeing things that aren't there and frustrated because of it. That does happen with me.In any case, I can only be who I am. A thirty year mental patient that just isn't enough.
We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.
Albert Einstein
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