Posted by alexandra_k on November 17, 2019, at 3:29:54
So I have an interview for selection to medical school this week.
I feel...
Angry.
I just feel angry about it.
Because I interviewed last year, you see. They got to see me in person to check that I didn't have three heads, already. They got to check that I didn't turn up with a sign language interpreter or a guide dog or any kind of visible disability or deformity or defect.
And they miscalculated my GPA (according to their own algorithm) and they reused to give me my place because they refused to acknowlede that I had completed my research qualifications - as the reports of the examiners had indicated to the University.
All to keep me out.
Then when I complained about this the Dean is like 'well if you have a problem then you might want to think about whether you want to join us because the same people who ruled you out are the people who are responsible for motivating and inspiring you' or similar.
To which I replied that they better set the bar one hell of a lot lower if they wanted anybody to find them motiviating and inspiring. THEY MISCALCULATED MY GPA. I wanted to do it DESPITE them not BECAUSE of them. They are the reason our people don't have health care. They are responsible for holding back the development of NZ. Who in their right mind would want to join them?
Sigh.
So I am angry that I have to interview again. I shouldn't have to interview again. I should have finished up my second year, already.
I am afraid that the World organisations won't acknowledge the University qualification by the time I'm done. Because things are too corrupt here. They don't even grade things properly anymore.
THey have made it pretty damned clear they don't want me. I wasn't supposed to have been born. I was supposed to get the hell out at the first opportunity. I am not supposed to be here. I am not wanted here. I do not have a living wage here. I am always forced to live with other peoples children and with prositutes and drug dealers and people fresh out of prison / people on track for prison.
It is a nasty f*ck*ng nasty sh*t hole of a trash heap of a nasty f*ck*ng country.
I wish I had never been born.
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