Posted by oldschool305 on November 10, 2007, at 20:22:52
the withdrawals have finally subsided. i am very confident that i will give up the drinking for a good while! (i hope forever but i know myself). if i could only control my drinking, ugh!!! anyways..... i've had sleeping problems like crazy for many years, but taking Lexapro at night somewhat helped. it doesn't help anymore. my mom gave me one of her Restoril's to see if it will help me sleep. i took it 30 minutes ago and i am feeling High!! i know it's a benzo like valium, but i thought that it was more of a hypnotic and would knock me out stone cold. nope, i am sitting here feeling nice and buzzed and afraid i am going to get addicted to this stuff now. well if it doesn't make me sick the next day like alcohol =) i won't lie, i loveeee the feeling of being "buzzed". i love love love it, but i hate how i feel after a night of drinking. i want to die. the panic attacks it causes, the depression, the withdrawals, the shakes!! i can't smoke weed, it causes panic attacks. i get bored very easily, i need something!! is it so bad to take pills? not daily, but occassionally to get the high effect?
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