Posted by jesica on June 25, 2005, at 15:21:42
In reply to Re: I hate myself » jesica, posted by Racer on June 25, 2005, at 1:33:26
Thank you so much. You couldn't have said it any better. I'm 22 years old and sometimes I feel like my life is falling apart, I love my mother very much and I have told her that when she tells me those things she really hurts me. She always says that she is doing it for my own good and her intention is not to hurt me and that she will stop....but a few days or weeks pass and she starts again, not only that but she will talk to my boyfriend and friend in front of me and tell them how much prettier I would be if I lost a couple of pounds. I love my mother more than anything in this world but it still hurts me so much!!
The whole vomiting and laxative situation is kind of bad, I know I would only be hurting my self but sometimes I just get desperate and am willing to do anything. I've been to the doctor and she tells me to decrease the amount of calories but I've also tried that. I’m also a member at a gym and for a while I was going almost 6 days a week. I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I can't loose weight because loosing the weight is not a big problem it's keeping it off.
Once again thanks for your advice, it's nice to know that I am not alone. I will read the books you told me as I enjoy reading very much.
Thanks
Jesica
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