Posted by Ivan Michael on May 11, 2004, at 10:15:34
i hate my life. i hate people. i hate who i am. i hate everiething. i hate everieone. i hate all of you. i want to die. i want to lay down and give up. i don't want to breathe or feel pain or see or aniething. i want to slash my arms and ankles and throat and thrust a knife into my heart. i want to die now and painfullie. i hate this. it hurts so bad. do you think i'm crazie? i sure as hell do. nobodie understands. not my familie, not you, not my g/f, not even me. i hate this life. i want to die. just go away and leave me alone...............................................................................
i'm sorrie. that is part of the real me. i don't reallie hate you guys. i love you. i think of you guys as some of my true friends. i hope that you don't take anie of that the wrong way. this is just how i feel. one of three sides. two of them are normallie hidden. one that wants to cry all the time and this one. part of me is hate. part of me is saddness. the other is emptie. i try to hide it. i don't reallie know my true self. i'm sorrie my friends. i love you all. please forgive me for what i said.:(
poster:Ivan Michael
thread:345688
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