Posted by milly on March 29, 2006, at 7:44:33
In reply to Re: As i open up to my therapist she backs off...sad, posted by HappyWildflower on March 28, 2006, at 16:25:00
> awe... Hi milly - that was so sweet of you, i'm smiling sitting here, with a child like grin on my face.
**Aw that makes me feel good to know I could make you smile, thanks
> It's now 11pm, an I've been writing nearly all day since 3pm. I write about all the things I'm feeling etc. in a book for my T to read.
** Does she read it all or do you keep some stuff back?
>I like to write.
** Yep writings good it helps to get things sorted in my head I find
>But, I have made myself kinda ill a wee bit because, i have not hat a crumb to eat since 11am.
** Tut tut
>I have been feeling so sad. I have a ball of fire in my tummy feeling, and all day the burning ball of emotions have over ridden the hunger pangs which have tried to raise their voice.
** that is horrid when the sadness consumes all 'normal' desires, I completly stop functioning then.
>I'm very in need of a hug, so thank you so much>>>> I'm crying here again, as i think how my life is so great that i'm on a blooming website taliking to someone i dont know and poring my heart out...
** have a tissue, but to be heard and felt cared for by someone, does it matter if you don't 'know' me
> me thinks before I get any stiffer here, my body is tense and i my neck and back ache with th tension, I've felt all day since seeing my therapist, I will go and draw a big bubbly bath and into my pjs.
** good plan I hope it helped, the bubblier the better!
> thanks for the advice on posting on main board - i have not found my way around yet, but i will try again when i'm not feeing so dazedish and sorta zonked out.
> G -night . It's night time where i live
**Hope you slept well, I'm in UK so tend to be up when most others are asleep as most are in USA
> Take care and hope to speak again soon ~~
** Take care Happywildflower
milly
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