Posted by emmaley on April 22, 2004, at 14:45:11
Today is one of those days where I feel like I have lost interest in my life. In fact, this month is one of those month where I feel like I have lost my ability to trust that good things are going to happen, and these past few months has been a time where I feel like I have lost the motivation to go on.
I just do, and every second becomes more and more unbearable. I am nothing but just mechanically industrious. This is terrible.
There are so many things to do these days. Work is about 35-50 hours per week. About another 20-30 hours I put in for school (classes and doing homework and reading.) The rest of the time, I am just trying to rest because I have a lot of joint problems that my body just hurt...... And I am terminating therapy, stepping down on the sessions. My brain is full of complaints and bleak outlooks.
I feel depressed.
poster:emmaley
thread:338869
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