Posted by muffled on August 31, 2007, at 23:51:38
In reply to Re: Definition of ambivalence, need, bad » muffled, posted by Dory on August 31, 2007, at 23:12:19
> (((muffled)))
>
> i'm sorry you're in a bad place. you were so good to me in chat last night. Thank you for being there. i wish i could give you a mirror that reflected what i see in you. i feel powerless. :o(
>
>**Thx Dory, me too right now.
But feelings pass.
Thats my mantra.
I be OK I expect. This old ladys survived this long.
I kinda been getting scared some.
Like I GOTO do T or I gonna really f*ck up.
Like IF I do T....I gonna really f*ck up.
Guess if I do T, presumably she will be there for me.....
I kinda fussed, cuz she not always easy to get a hold of....
Ambivalence, fear, confusion.
Yup, it sucks.
But we BOTH'll get thru this crazy sh*t right?
Take care,
m
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