Posted by rskontos on December 4, 2007, at 8:50:43
In reply to (((((((((( RK )))))))))))) » rskontos, posted by muffled on December 4, 2007, at 0:34:50
Yeah I guess it was productive although I spent the rest of the night crying and woke up with parts really close. It is good I guess, she thinks so.
NO more dinners for me for a while until I get things in control. She is calm and good. She gave me good things to do. Things she did say would be hard to do but to try when I could and she will keep telling me cuz it will take lots of hearing it until I can do it. No she doesnt say sh*t. She is good. She says some of parts thinks she will bail before it is all over cause that is what most adults have done in past and some done trust her but that is ok. She knows why they think what they think.
I know they are just trying to survive and they want to keep me safe. I know I need to be boss but I don't know how to be boss. I remember boss lady and I am not knowing where she is . I am little better today. I am taking it easy this am. Until I get my son this pm. No pressures til then. I had things to do but decided to put off until tomorrow to give my system some rest time. Too much yesterday. Again thanks muffled. Your the best. rk
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