Posted by rskontos on December 4, 2007, at 17:22:48
In reply to Re: Have to go to Therapy........UGGGGGGGGG, posted by Dory on December 4, 2007, at 16:52:43
Hey, I have asked the deputies to change my post subject where I said what happened.
I had a dinner before going to therapy with a friend that is leaving...if you read the second posting with my name it is there what happened. Anyway, I switched into a bad peep at the dinner and afterwards I tried to switch back before Therapy and calm myself down but it didn't work even though I had about 40 minutes to do so, and I switched in therapy and broke down and cried and ranted and who knows what all. I didn't not want this one to be the first one she met. I didn't want to go to this dinner and have this happen. T said all the right things. I went into a corner and stayed for most of therapy. It was horrible for me. I hated to do that. T told me that I need to get control over them but being the one to control the switch and she explained how. I told her I was mad at having to do this. I said it s*cked at having to parent my self after doing this for my children, husband and now myself and she agreed. I thought what couldnt my mother just been mom. But it is what it is and I have to do what I have to do. I asked for permission not to go around people for a while she says ok. At least while I was in the corner she stayed at her desk. I couldn't handle her coming to me. She knew. It was bad. I came home and cried. I am better now. Thanks for asking.
I am sorry you are so sick. Sorry I confused you. Hopefully The deputies can clean up my thread. If not I am sorry I am a mess and messed it up. You are bright I am just messed up now. I hope you are better soon and thanks for asking. Take care.....
(((((Dory))))))))))))
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