Posted by rskontos on December 4, 2007, at 12:53:19
In reply to Re: the hardest session ever » star008, posted by llurpsienoodle on December 4, 2007, at 10:30:42
Yeah Llurpsienoodle, I hear ya about hard session I broke down in mine and my bad peep emerged and I didn't want that cause she isn't good news to show T but want can I do. She was out and about at a dinner party and I could not get her back in before T. You know sometimes you just know a day is going to be bad and I did but I couldn't wish Monday away. Afterward T said good session and I said is it ok i don't think so and she yes but it still was good progress even if parts don't agree.
I still feel like crap and want to cry but at least I am only tearing up and not boohooing like last night. I was crying and raging during Therapy not fun but that is the ole bad one and I know she is trying to protect me but I want to say I got this one but she don't listen. I went off my Ad cause I hate it. MY T says when you got parts it is hard to medicate anyway. So...Hey if you are around at night maybe well chat if I can, I am nervous to chat sometimes. Last night I wanted to but couldn't see for crying. So no you are definitely not the only one by far.........
take care, later rk
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