Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 5, 2007, at 13:33:07
In reply to the hardest session ever. SA triggers, posted by llurpsienoodle on December 3, 2007, at 17:29:44
And he can see me today. good thing too, because I'm outta coping mechanisms. well... you know. I'm just too... distracted to use any of them.
My thoughts are very very busy right now. I just exercised and I swear I feel halfway manic. endorphins my *ss. whatever. better than melancholic, which is how I felt all evening yesterday and this morning.
Thank you all who responded to this thread. I don't enjoy writing about psychocrises. I feel like a miserable weak f*ck*r for having them. Like why can't I just fix my own !@!($!@($U&!@ problems?
ho hum. I need to eat something but I feel nauseous. well, I guess it's opposite day today.
usually- melancholy and cravings
right now- hyper happy and nauseaI got my HR up to 175 on the elliptical machine. I will report happily to T, who is big on the curative powers of exercise.
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