Posted by muffled on December 6, 2007, at 15:31:33
In reply to Re: Thanks guys, today I struggle » muffled, posted by TherapyGirl on December 5, 2007, at 18:02:52
Sigh TG, the T relationship is SO worrysome.
Now my T is being SO supportive. "Strong support".
Now I bothered by THAT.
Not sure WHY it bothers me but it does.
maybe I feel like she invade my island of aloneness.
I would like her to care, but when she shows it, it freaks me out.
I keep wondering WHY? she care ANYway, WHY she keep after me? WHY she not dump me? WHAT does she WANT? what does she GET? I pay her, but not a helluvalot.
Only thing I can think of was my ma was kinda messed and needy, and I spect I resented it, so mebbe I afraid my T will turn into my mom and be needy and a drain on me? Or mebbe more like my sis? She was a challenge too.
Hmmmm.Dunno.
God I am SO weird.
My poor T can't win.
Take care TG,
M
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