Posted by TF on December 13, 2007, at 11:40:13
In reply to Re: Umm, stuff that I'm ashamed of. » TF, posted by Racer on December 13, 2007, at 0:28:44
idk, maybe I'm not expressing myself well enough to get this across. Maybe I'm too stupid to prove something logically rather than intuitively. Maybe I shouldn't trust myself, or my every instinct, and should let other people do the thinking for me. Maybe they should cut out pieces of my brain for a study. I'm beginning to think that I've lost my mind. I'm still sure that the signs are there, as poorly as I described them, and that I must smell.
I brought my car to a radiator specialist today. He took a look at it outside. When I left it, the windows were up. He had to move it aside to make room for other things. When I got into the car, I found the windows rolled down. It was cold outside. Maybe someone can tell me, what am I supposed to believe this means? I don't smell anything amiss in my car. Maybe I'm just too used to it, or our own scent is weaker to our nose. I don't know. All I know is that these things happen all the time to me.
I feel silly posting these things up at a forum for psychology and then another forum for body odor, expecting anything that would be remotely unbiased. The people from the other forum tell me I'm not crazy, and that I really do stink. I realise that they really shouldn't be talking as they haven't even met me, and that their words are as biased as could come. These responses mean nothing. It confuses me, however, that this is the only place where I get an answer that seems unbiased, makes sense, and yet cannot be believed at the same time. Not to be insulting, but I guess we learn to talk in pretty little circles when we dabble in psychology.
I'm such an idiot that it's funny. I think I've been barking up the wrong tree. Instead of seeing some pdoc, I could've had my plumbing looked at, or something. Well that's another two years wasted.
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